Feb 2014

It was four years ago when this happenend.. 

This moment, beautifuly captured,

 The first man that i love and my rock, my father, passing the responsibility to the the man that accepted me despite my flaws, the man that has seen my best and my worst, the man that showed me a whole new meaning of life, my husband...

http://danielzainphotography.blogspot.com/2010/03/sabrinas-adams-nikah.html?m=1

Finally im blogging again

I cannot believe its been a year since i last blogged..

What happened was, alhamdulilah i got  pregnant..

But sadly my morning sickness this time

was worst then my first pregnancy.. I was admitted in the hospital twice for dehydration.. Ya Allah, just thinking about it pun i dah phobia...

Finally after 5 months, then i started enjoying my pregnancy..

Suddenly my husband had to be transferred for work to a country far far away..

When he left, i was very sad, coz it all happened so fast. And he left me heavily pregnant....alhamdulillah for family support.. I cant thank my family,my inlaws  and my close friends enough for helping me and ariz

Another trial period for me was my husband could only come back when i was 39 weeks...and i was so scared i would go in labour before he could   come back..

Allah SWT knows best...

I doa everyday and Allah SWT answered my prayers.... Alhamdulillah i gave "birth" safely to a beautiful baby girl.. And im soooo glad adam was around at the time.

Pantang period was super super challenging.. Hubby had to leave 2 days after i was discharged.. And i had another cser.. 😢😢😢😢.. Dont worry i will have a special post about it.. Coz im tired of people thinking i had a csect to make my life easy.. Really?? Urgh!!  

Baby girl at day 1...

Our first family photo.. 

Hahahah.. For fun i did not put a close up.. Still very fat from the pregnancy.. 

Concerned mummy

Baby boy is not feeling too good.. I dont know because he is too tired from school and a hectic weekend or its just a viral flu... But for now, he gets to ponteng school coz i want him to get better fast and also i dont want him to infect any other kids...

Last weekend it was hubbys cousins wedding.. We all had fun doing his hantaran... May Allah SWT bless the newlywed.. Ameen

Making a Change....

I was a little sad by the Islamic kindie, so i went to the other preschool near by, and i fell in love, i wanted to change my son to that school...

BUT

Being a muslim i have to do my solat istikharah first...

And so i did....

After my first solat, when i sent Ariz to the islamic preschool on that day, the teacher came to me and said oh alhamdulillah my son has shown improvement in class, he is playing with other kids now....

I thought, alhamdulillah...

I wasnt sure, so i thought i have to make istikharah again....

The next day, i made more effort to find out more info about educating my muslim baby...i even contacted a sheikh to find out his opinion about it...

And finally with Allah SWT will, i came to my senses. I begin to understand that i have to put my son to an islamic school, or a school with islamic environment...its WAJIB...and if its not enough, then i give him extra classes...

I thought of doing it the other way round, send him to normal preschool and give islamic education at home, but i know it means i have terbalikkan what is more important in Islam....

But what am i going to do, to make sure the quality of the school improves? For a start I'm going to volunteer myself there, till they hv hired enough staff for the school to run smoothly, inshaAllah..hehe then i can find out what goes on inside the school....

May Allah SWT guide all of us to the right path....

Hantaran made with love...

My most recent hantaran project..with my favorite flower...eustoma...

Heartbroken mummy with islamic kindies in klang valley...

Salam all,

We muslims, wajib give our kids Islamic education in an Islamic environment...

So despite having ALOT of good kindie near my area, i still choose and islamic montesorri for my mashaAllah precious child...

But sadly, i do not understand why, our Malay Malaysian standards are low.....not high at all.....

how can you run your place like that? Dont u see other kindies around? Dont you want to be at the same level, or even better?

And i have heard so many other comments from other mummies that send their mashaAllah precious children to other Islamic montessories....they are all of the similar low standards as well..

Serving us with low educated teachers and low quality food!

Dont you MUSLIMS want to try and be the best? And stop thinking about just profit?

Btw MILO by zionist nestle, is processed food, i cannot accept an Islamic place to serve food the whole world is making an effort to boycott...memalukan..A non muslim school pun can make an effort to boycott zionist food.

Ya Allah, please give all mummies out there strength and Iman, so we dont give up, at giving our children and family the best...and bring them closest to You and Islam....ameen

P/s: if any of you all can recommend GOOD islamic school, please inform me...

Wedding....

December is just a month full of weddings....ada one day we had to attend 4 weddings, i was too tired, so we only manage to do 3... Hehehehe..but there was a special wedding last week, alhamdulillah my high school friend nisa, got married last weekend...at a the new hotel royal bintang damansara..i love the ballroom...all white and cream....Cantikk...her theme was ballroom, but im super old school so i decided to wear a songket kurung..hehehehe


We checked in the hotel....all was good...they have a full length mirror..hehehe..i love it when the hotel room has full lenght mirror...

Anyway at night, while i was trying to put my baby to sleep, suddenly he jumped and started crying, 'mummy tatut, mummy tatut( takut) and he started crying and he was terrified...

We had no choice but to bring him to the lobby, finally he slept at 3 am...when we went back to the room, i remember, my mum told me to read ayat kursi, and the 3 surah al-ikhlas, al-falaq, an-nas,..also nasib baik now we have quran in the ipad, so i read abit of the quran, surah albaqarah..alhamdulillah baby boy slept well the whole night...i too slept well...

Hadith - Al-Tirmidhi 1019, Narrated Abu Sa'id al-Khudri
The Prophet used to seek protection against the Jinn and the evil eye till surahs al-Falaq and an-Nas were revealed. After they were revealed he stuck to them and discarded everything beside them. [Transmitted by Tirmidhi]