I was a little sad by the Islamic kindie, so i went to the other preschool near by, and i fell in love, i wanted to change my son to that school...
BUT
Being a muslim i have to do my solat istikharah first...
And so i did....
After my first solat, when i sent Ariz to the islamic preschool on that day, the teacher came to me and said oh alhamdulillah my son has shown improvement in class, he is playing with other kids now....
I thought, alhamdulillah...
I wasnt sure, so i thought i have to make istikharah again....
The next day, i made more effort to find out more info about educating my muslim baby...i even contacted a sheikh to find out his opinion about it...
And finally with Allah SWT will, i came to my senses. I begin to understand that i have to put my son to an islamic school, or a school with islamic environment...its WAJIB...and if its not enough, then i give him extra classes...
I thought of doing it the other way round, send him to normal preschool and give islamic education at home, but i know it means i have terbalikkan what is more important in Islam....
But what am i going to do, to make sure the quality of the school improves? For a start I'm going to volunteer myself there, till they hv hired enough staff for the school to run smoothly, inshaAllah..hehe then i can find out what goes on inside the school....
May Allah SWT guide all of us to the right path....